#TCDisrupt: Picked up a girl in the bar & how many people did we fit in the bed?

Fucking. Wild.

I've not only seen Zuckerberg speak, but today I'm having lunch at twitter and last night the founder of Craigslist tweeted me!!!!

Not only has it been AMAZING for business, but the parties? REDIC! 

Sigh. Im in love. 

It's tragic actually. This entire conference though has only made my belief in that fact stronger and also genuinely made me question so many things that I'm doing in life right now in general.

I've been kicking it with no doubt some of the smartest minds in this industry and over and over and over I keep asking, but what does this all mean? SUPER fucking successful people ... SUPER fucking known on every level of everything- yet, NO ONE CAN GIVE ME AN ANSWER!!! 

Clearly, I am going through an identity crisis right now. I have spent almost 3 years documenting my life, and never have I ever been more sure that I know ABSOLUTELY nothing. 

I've built this brand with my absolute bare hands, and watching it grow has been an UNBELIEVABLE blessing. I very honestly didn't expect to hit this level of "success" but after spending the first 24 years of my life in a horrible depression, I knew everything that I was doing in life was "wrong" and I was willing to do whatever it took to figure out how to do it all "right." 

This is my definition of right. 

I created this platform to connect with people, and actually wound up not only living the SHIT out of life, but desensitizing myself which inadvertently isolated me more. 

Now I have all of these INSANELY wild stories (the post on this conference in general will make you LAUGH your ass off. My buddy and I not only picked up a chick at the bar last night but then we woke up in bed with a DIFFERENT girl - and I was SO good!! Second time in the last few weeks that I've slept next to someone and LITERALLY just slept. I haven't even had sex in TWO MONTHS!!), yet I question everything. I manifested this life .. I will absolutely absolutely absolutely own it - but what does it all mean at the end of the day? 

I'm in the most uncomfortable state of my life right now; I've achieved everything I wanted and now what? 

Oh look a pony ... 

#nerdsunite

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