#NerdPr0nz: Behind the Scenes with @MeowMistiDawn
#TalkNerdyToMeLover's @MeowMistiDawn
Yep, I'm submissive.
As I mentioned last week, I would be exploring my interests in the submissive area of sex. This week I flew to San Francisco to shoot device bondage for a company called kink. Ive done light flogging and such but never really explored the side of myself that I recently discovered as submissive. Well here was my chance and with professionals. The flight there and back all happens in one day so I didn't get much sleep since I has to be at the airport at 5am. So this device is basically three set up in one. The most interesting thing is that each piece is custom made to you and you can be assured you wont be able to move. It was very interesting to be locked into the device and left at the mercy of the person locking you it. Ive never been in a situation where I couldn't figure a way out of it. Oddly enough, I found it liberating. I found it relaxing being able to let go of all control. Not having to make a choice ... It was a very positive experience - and I'm curious to do more.
this is my in a gas mask in which the director could but his hand over to restrict my breathing
this is an oil drum of lube they had which i found amusing
Then wednesday was my DVD release party for Misti vs. Jessie. and guess who came out?! Miss lovely @JenFriel herself :) The party was as fun as could be for a wednesday night. Im not much of a party girl myself but it was nice to see my friends that came out to support me. I really appreciated it. Its always odd meeting fans in "porn party" situations because im super awkward and not "sexy" by any means in person. I make awful jokes, which always get a laugh but I like to think i'm easy to talk to.
The week on a whole was pretty slow. I did more needle points, which I have orders out the butt now for. Friday was the only night I really did anything. Michael and I went on a double date with a couple in porn we've met, Ash Holly wood and Xander Corvis (who played Gwen Stacy and Peter Parker in the spider man porn btw) It was a really fun time. Xander is a total nerd like me so we nerd out easily. Although I don't want to hear about the spider man porn because i'm still bitter, cant lie. After dinner we went back to Ash's place in Hollywood and became hippies and laid on the roof top over looking hollywood and discussed life and such. This is such a relief you have no idea. Often it is very hard to find porn people that talk about anything other than porn.
I like butt plugs as much as the next person but not really a good dinner conversation.
This weekend was just right. Saturday night michael and i spent the whole evening in playing video games and watching awful scary movies. we also had a good talk about something that bother me. You know when you don't want to bring up an issue because you're afraid the answer is something you don't want to hear so you'd rather not know? Yes, that kind of issue. Specifically the issue of "do you enjoy having sex with other mores, and that it does bother me when he works every day" and i heard what i needed to hear. It is hard dating in porn with out a doubt. sharing such an intamite part of yourself every day with someone new should bother you to an extent, it means sex still means something to you.
here are michael and i on the cover of the new x-biz mag
and us dorking out saturday night in bed
Nerdily Yours,
Misti Dawn
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