Bahhhhhh to the AHH!!!!!

BAHHHHHHHH!!! I've been processing like the worst news ever all night. Like for reals, a few weeks ago when I couldn't feel my arm, I processed wow - so this is life for a computer nerd without a left arm. Was actually pretty kosher for passover ... THIS?? Oh hell to the fuck no, this?!?!!

No.Me.Gusta!!!

But, welcome to the life of a lifecaster. I broadcast what I feel. And this? Right now? Sucks a monkey's butt!!! It shall pass, and dude, I totally know all will be well- but things for me professionally are like so A-OKAY!! Its like WOW!!! NOTHINNNGGGGGGG causes me to be this upset, except for uh, something like this. Sorry to be so evasive, its not my MO. But the person involved doesn't want it to be public, and specifically asked me not to post on it. Seriously, I feel like my heart was just ripped out Kano style, stomped on ... and the big FATALITY just appeared above my head.

Life is different. It has yet to be judged as good or bad, but shit just got SO VERY REAL.

Bring it life, fucking bring it.

I'll SOOOOOOO take you on in the octagon!!!! UH HUH!!!! and OOHHH YEAHHH!!!

You totally can't leave me now. Shit just got really, real. And you're a big part of that. So, just know this - and I don't feel sorry for you, I feel sorry for the disease that dare stomp on your territory.

I love, love, love you so much you human being that shall not be named. Dude, you both mean more to me than my left arm. Get it?

#KTHXBYE