#NerdPr0nz: Behind the Scenes with @MeowMistiDawn

<editorsnote> Nerds, meet my buddy Misti Dawn. She's formerly the nerdiest girl in porn who is now trailing her own path and making a name for herself on her own. She's recently discovered that her husband is a pathological liar ... literally ... and is now trying to piece her life back together one post at a time. I only have one more thing left to say ... HIT IT MISTI!!! </editorsnote> 

#TalkNerdyToMeLover's @MeowMistiDawn

This week has been fun filled with out a doubt and very productive. Ive been working on podcast stuff with Matt Cohen (@CamelToad), ran away to San Diego to see Dave Oshry (@DaveOshry), and worked on some super secret stuff with a super secret person. Ohhhh secrets :) and we have the TNTML live show!!!

 

First off, the show, the girls. I heart you. Here, it gets gushy, I love you girls so much you have no idea. You finally make me feel like i belong and have a peer group i fit in to in LA which was much harder than it seems. Serious, you're all so beautiful and talented </end gush>

 

Also, I met the head writer of Captain Planet at Trader Joes! 

Matt and I have been working on screen capturing and commentary videos as well as a project with Jen on our podcast as well as more stuff a coming. 

Over the weekend I went to Dave's in San Diego. I actually road the train down. I have never ridden the train to SD before, or anywhere on the California coast. It was a really beautiful treck. About 2.5 hours long. I started reading Ready Player One on the ride. Its like a modern day Charlie and the Chocolate Factory but game-centric. Really well written, highly recommend. I also spend almost the whole ride talking to my mom. Now, Im not going to lie, my mom and i have had tiffs, like any mother daughter relationship, but its so true, so many things come with time and maturity and experience. My mom and I have gotten really close with my marriage dissolving. Really puts in to perspective the meaning of family. Family is forever and will always love you and stick with you. I really thought that was what marriage was, which is what im mourning more than the actual relationship. Yes, its awful it didnt work, but when I found out he was cheating the whole relationship it makes it much easier to move forward, I have no option. But also makes me know this is right. That relationship was never right. He speaks Japanese, I speak Spanish is how Jen explains it. Very true. My idea of love and marriage is just different. We dont belong to the same peer group so makes sense. Still what he did is not ok I dont believe, but it is what it is. 

OH! last thing, the cartoon i am the female lead voice for for Machinima is out. I said for for but it seemed correct? ok yea so check it out! 

Nerdily Yours, 
Misti Dawn
#nerdsunite

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#NerdPr0nz: Behind the Scenes with @MeowMistiDawn

<editorsnote> Nerds, meet my buddy Misti Dawn. She's formerly the nerdiest girl in porn who is now trailing her own path and making a name for herself on her own. She's recently discovered that her husband is a pathological liar ... literally ... and is now trying to piece her life back together one post at a time. I only have one more thing left to say ... HIT IT MISTI!!! </editorsnote> 

#TalkNerdyToMeLover's @MeowMistiDawn

Well, its been a rollercoaster of a two weeks now but I feel like I am in a much better place. Knowing the relationship was never really what i thought it was makes it much easier to move on with my heart. I wish him well for sure but he has gone to a place and doesnt want help. What can you do? 

Work has really been going well. Jen, the girls, and I have the Live show Friday. I got the part of Nina for Sanity not Included, and some editing work. The podcast is coming. Everything seems to be coming together at the perfect time thanks for my amazing friends I have made out here. Really changing directions in life has been amazing. Scary, hard, but exciting. Although it is fun to use the term fisting and see people get shocked, got used to nothing being shocking for a while.  

Saturday we all went to Dr. Suzys radio show. Dr Suzy has been nice enough to help me through all of this. She has been amazing and supportive. I really felt like for the first time I found therapy that felt right. Oddly enough, it was Eros and Venus day which last year Michael and I play. Insane what can change in a year. Hal Sparks actually came in, we'd been talking for a bit on line and ran in to each other here and there but this was the first time we really got to hang out and talk. Impressed. I had no idea he was from Kentucky either. Was nice to have a good conversation with someone and i instantly felt very comfortable around him. Maybe its my new state of no one is a romantic interest to me right now so I just dont care about, well that kind of walls. 

So, I'm done moving and have to get up early to pick up MC Lars up from the airport and work. Hello new world. Nice to meet you. 

Nerdily Yours, 
Misti Dawn
#nerdsunite

MistiDawn@MeowMistiDawn.com

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Twitter.com/MeowMistiDawn

#NerdsUnite: 2 girls, 1 livestream- NOT GOING LIVE TONIGHT!

Big big BIIIIGGGGG news nerderinos!!!! So big in fact - I can't even tell you all of it right now, mwahahaha!!! 

@MeowMistiDawn and I are not doing our livestream tonight. Nope, nope, nope. We're not going to do it for another two weeks or so, and when we do come back on air, it is not going to be a livestream. 

I know ... I know ... but you have to understand, I had bigger plans for this project. 

Dudes, I predict trends. That's my shizzy shiznat - and that show was COMPLETELY based on inspired thought. Misti and I were walking around Comic Con this year, and it hit me like a ton of bricks that we should do a show together about sex and relationships. Dudes would ALWAYS ask me about dating, but stop short of sex. To have a porn star there, and get to ask her anything??? AH-MAZING!!! 

What I do then is test out these ideas online, and using viewers/ uniques measure how sucessful it is - that show went very very VERY well. 

I will then take those numbers and give them to people I am dealing with/ networking with, and say BOOM a tangible figure of what we can provide, and from there they will choose to either work with me or not. It's so effin rad man! Just get out there and DO DO DO!! People are inspired by action!!!! 

In this case however, I didn't even have to do that! Last week we were approached by this duderino, and I can say that in a couple of weeks we will be going live again - however not on Ustream. 

That's all you guys can get for now. Big big big things coming soon nerderinos!!! 

I'm so effing grateful, man. Thank you thank you thank you for all the emails, comments, tweets. I REALLY believe in this show, and REALLY believe with our combined perspectives Misti and I can really help you guys out. I am humbled to be of service, nerds. RAAAWWWRR!!! 

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See you guys in a few weeks!!! =) =) =) 

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