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<editorsnote> Hi, I'm Jen Friel, and we here at TNTML examine the lives of nerds outside of the basements and into the social media, and dating world.  We have over 75 peeps that write about their life in real time. (Real nerds, real time, real deal.) Sit back, relax, and enjoy some of the stories!! </editorsnote>

 

 

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Monday
Jan302012

#NerdPr0nz: Behind the Scenes with @MeowMistiDawn  

<editorsnote> Nerds, meet my buddy Misti Dawn. She's formerly the nerdiest girl in porn who is now trailing her own path and making a name for herself on her own. She's recently discovered that her husband is a pathological liar ... literally ... and is now trying to piece her life back together one post at a time. I only have one more thing left to say ... HIT IT MISTI!!! </editorsnote> 

#TalkNerdyToMeLover's @MeowMistiDawn

This week has been fun filled with out a doubt and very productive. Ive been working on podcast stuff with Matt Cohen (@CamelToad), ran away to San Diego to see Dave Oshry (@DaveOshry), and worked on some super secret stuff with a super secret person. Ohhhh secrets :) and we have the TNTML live show!!!
 

 

First off, the show, the girls. I heart you. Here, it gets gushy, I love you girls so much you have no idea. You finally make me feel like i belong and have a peer group i fit in to in LA which was much harder than it seems. Serious, you're all so beautiful and talented </end gush>
 

 

Also, I met the head writer of Captain Planet at Trader Joes! 
Matt and I have been working on screen capturing and commentary videos as well as a project with Jen on our podcast as well as more stuff a coming. 

 

 

Over the weekend I went to Dave's in San Diego. I actually road the train down. I have never ridden the train to SD before, or anywhere on the California coast. It was a really beautiful treck. About 2.5 hours long. I started reading Ready Player One on the ride. Its like a modern day Charlie and the Chocolate Factory but game-centric. Really well written, highly recommend. I also spend almost the whole ride talking to my mom. Now, Im not going to lie, my mom and i have had tiffs, like any mother daughter relationship, but its so true, so many things come with time and maturity and experience. My mom and I have gotten really close with my marriage dissolving. Really puts in to perspective the meaning of family. Family is forever and will always love you and stick with you. I really thought that was what marriage was, which is what im mourning more than the actual relationship. Yes, its awful it didnt work, but when I found out he was cheating the whole relationship it makes it much easier to move forward, I have no option. But also makes me know this is right. That relationship was never right. He speaks Japanese, I speak Spanish is how Jen explains it. Very true. My idea of love and marriage is just different. We dont belong to the same peer group so makes sense. Still what he did is not ok I dont believe, but it is what it is. 
OH! last thing, the cartoon i am the female lead voice for for Machinima is out. I said for for but it seemed correct? ok yea so check it out! 
Monday
Jan232012

#NerdPr0nz: Behind the Scenes with @MeowMistiDawn  

<editorsnote> Nerds, meet my buddy Misti Dawn. She's formerly the nerdiest girl in porn who is now trailing her own path and making a name for herself on her own. She's recently discovered that her husband is a pathological liar ... literally ... and is now trying to piece her life back together one post at a time. I only have one more thing left to say ... HIT IT MISTI!!! </editorsnote> 

#TalkNerdyToMeLover's @MeowMistiDawn

Well, its been a rollercoaster of a two weeks now but I feel like I am in a much better place. Knowing the relationship was never really what i thought it was makes it much easier to move on with my heart. I wish him well for sure but he has gone to a place and doesnt want help. What can you do? 

Work has really been going well. Jen, the girls, and I have the Live show Friday. I got the part of Nina for Sanity not Included, and some editing work. The podcast is coming. Everything seems to be coming together at the perfect time thanks for my amazing friends I have made out here. Really changing directions in life has been amazing. Scary, hard, but exciting. Although it is fun to use the term fisting and see people get shocked, got used to nothing being shocking for a while.  

Saturday we all went to Dr. Suzys radio show. Dr Suzy has been nice enough to help me through all of this. She has been amazing and supportive. I really felt like for the first time I found therapy that felt right. Oddly enough, it was Eros and Venus day which last year Michael and I play. Insane what can change in a year. Hal Sparks actually came in, we'd been talking for a bit on line and ran in to each other here and there but this was the first time we really got to hang out and talk. Impressed. I had no idea he was from Kentucky either. Was nice to have a good conversation with someone and i instantly felt very comfortable around him. Maybe its my new state of no one is a romantic interest to me right now so I just dont care about, well that kind of walls. 

So, I'm done moving and have to get up early to pick up MC Lars up from the airport and work. Hello new world. Nice to meet you. 

Nerdily Yours, 
Misti Dawn
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MistiDawn@MeowMistiDawn.com

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Monday
Jan162012

#NerdPr0nz: Behind the Scenes with @Meow_Misti_Dawn (the emotional affair)

<editorsnote> Misti Dawn is the nerdiest girl working in porn. In this column she invites you inside of her world outside of the sets, and inside her heart. awwwwwwwwww</editorsnote>

#TalkNerdyToMeLover's @MeowMistiDawn

Here i am my last day in Jamaica. About to leave for the airport actually. Its been an awful week. A week ago today my life was ruined, changed, destroyed. Whatever you want to call it. I found out my husband was having an emotional affair. Telling another girl he loved her, even when we was visiting my family for the holidays. I didnt want to believe it at first. I found it, i went thru his phone. He denied and denied to to my face. 

She finally spilt the beans seeing he obviously didnt care about her feelings or mine. He wanted what he wanted when he wanted it. I called his parents. Told them everything. I really love his family. I am so sad to not be part of it anymore. I dont know if that will happen. 
It all roots to his problem of lying. a lot. about everything for no reason. We know that but still love him. trying to help. He flip flops between agreeing to the problem and anger. Hes in anger right now. He tells me it done. He doesnt want to try. He doesnt feel. So now i get on a plane going back to California. Alone.
Its going to be a tough road a head. And ill make it. im not giving up what ive worked so hard for. But what fun is it if i cant share it? I dont know where my heart is right now, but i wish it wasnt beating. 

#kthxbye

Monday
Oct172011

#NerdPr0nz: Behind the Scenes with @MeowMistiDawn 

<editorsnote> Misti Dawn is the nerdiest girl working in porn. In this column she invites you inside of her world outside of the sets, and inside her heart. awwwwwwwwww </editorsnote>

#TalkNerdyToMeLover's @MeowMistiDawn

Yello Nerdites,

I have been slammed. Slammed. Slammed. Slammed.
These past few weeks have been nuts. I have launched 3 sites within 3 weeks of each other that have already been doing really well. I have switched agents. I have been shooting for my site. I just can’t find enough hours in the day.

Last week I went to the Saints Row for the third release party with the guys from Machinima. The party was amazing but more so the free booze. Which I had far too much of. But the most fun part is the guys from Machinima and I are going to work together on promoting the Naughty Nerd site for me ^_^ oh and fucking DIGITAL UNDERGROUND PLAYED!!

Then shot for my site yada yada yada. Oh! I switched agents. Turns out, a studio that had booked me before said they tried to book my thru LA Direct and they told them I had quit porn. WTF? Sadly, I’m not surprised, I am not the first person they have done this too I’ve heard. Any who, left them even though they still owe me money on top of it. Gee! I sure love the honesty of porn.... haha (P.S. My old agent was LA Direct) But now I’m with 101 Modeling.

Most riveting part of the weekend though. Michael and I had our first girl/girl 3 way. Yeap. FIRST! Everyone seems so shocked. Look 3 ways with girls are much more difficult to line up. Girls are a hard breed to tame. With females, it’s hard to just have sex then just leave. Girls come with a lot of baggage typically. Just more problems. Well, I finally found a girl I trust, that likes girls equally, knows the deal, and is purdddddy ^_^ So Michael and I had a really good time with her. Which is nice because I miss making out with a girl. It’s harder to line up than you think. Nothing is worse than making out with a girl that only does it for attention. It’s mildly like being used.

Well, I must hit the dusty trail...

Monday
Oct102011

#NerdPr0nz: Behind the Scenes with @MeowMistiDawn

<editorsnote> Misti Dawn is the nerdiest girl working in porn. In this column she invites you inside of her world outside of the sets, and inside her heart. awwwwwwwwww </editorsnote>

#TalkNerdyToMeLover's @MeowMistiDawn

Yello Nerdites!

This week has been great. My cam site launched. It’s called Dawn of the Bed. Awesome name right? Basically, my roommates and I put cams in our rooms and bathroom so people can spy 24/7. I guess what I thought was the interesting sale for the site is that my roommates are Katja Kassin, Michael Vegas, and Xander Crovus, and we all do porn. I dunno, cheese maybe? But it’s been really fun chatting with people that are watching and seeing how interested people are in our everyday life.

Then I shot a DP scene with Xander and Michael at Servtiu where the lovely ginger Miss Crash runs her studio. It’s a really cool place; they do a lot of different art installations. It’s where I saw the Nick Kushner work, the guy who paints with his own blood.

Ok ok, I’ve gotten a lot of emails, texts, and phone calls about what I did Saturday night. Yes yes, I hung out with Elijah Wood. Random huh? Basically after shooting the movie for Max we just kept emailing back and forth about video games and scary movies, and he was going, I was going. So we met up with his sister, brother, come friends, and Michael and Xander came, too. He was a very nice person, you could just tell he was very, as generic as it sounds, genuine. Very polite, probably because he’s from Iowa, Midwestern manners you don’t see often out here from anyone. Was fun, I think my favorite maze was the Alice Cooper welcome to my nightmare maze. It was even better than the Rob Zombie one, which is difficult to top. The Hostel one was really impressive, too. Then at the end of the night, we split ways, he headed to New Zealand the next evening.

By the way, I didnt get any pictures with Elijah because I didnt want to be that gal.

Now back to working on my Naughty Nerd site!